These things are so subtle yet so obvious in hindsight. Right there in front of me yet I don't do anything to listen to them. They scream at me as if I were deaf and to an extent I am. What should have been an obvious growth turned out to be just another event, opportunity, gone by to be filed away as "What to do when..." It's disturbing. I fear stagnation and not being able to apply what these things are trying to tell me.
Heed their warning. Lost in translation and the insecurity to do what is right. Grow from this, it's all I ask of you. Otherwise I fear you will be stuck in this situation forever. Definitely not what you want to do. It will only add to distractions and get in the way if you can't solve this problem.
"No right to control the divine." Hmmm.....Falling forward I can't let this get the best of me. Holding this like so many other missed opportunities, they resonate with much greater intensity than my successes. This shouldn't happen but it does. I know I can do so much better....but maybe that's why I hate to see myself fail these things. Who knows. It bothers me is all and I need to change that.
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