Inspired by another, this blog takes shape not to entertain or gain recognition. I am here only to lay to rest the words that run through my mind at the end of the day. This will not be updated on a regular basis or anything but rather when my conscious doesn't want to listen to itself anymore. View it as rambling, stream of consciousness, or whatever it doesn't matter. Too many thoughts are kept inside my head that they've kept me from sleep.
Fighting through it all I've finally come to a point of rest. I've needed this. So much work has been done in the past weeks that I can barely fathom it all. Yet it's been done. Well on my way into the world everything is beginning to sink in and take place. This kind of thing is an enjoyable outlet, a blank canvas to just put down what ever it is you wanted. Keep those thoughts from my mind and portray ll that has come to pass through the scope of so narrow a vision. It is here that I slip into darkness and let roam the whiles of my mind. Continuing to grow without limits are these endless waves. Forgiving and forgetting is all I want....it would be so much F**KIN better if I could but I can't. There to stir up trouble once again and all I want to do is ring its neck. Mustn't give into that. It will only give me worse sleep. rest is what I need and it is here that I hope to find it.
I'm looking forward to this movie I'm creating. Both the group project and the....J/H one. Both are looking to be very cool ideas, rough around the edges but finally someplace where I can work and perform my best. He can be a better character with better events, more memorable events at least, to drive the plot. Gotta find something more compelling, more sadistic. Really gotta put this together. Could be my breakthrough film down the road. Would be awesome if it was.
That is all for this night.
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